just a few more days.

Just a few days before we collect our PSLE results. Also, it's a few days that we'll see our friends. Close ones, no. Distant ones, yes.

So it's just a few more days till p6 comes to an end!

And darn it...it's also just a few more days before results. Sheesh. I wish it was confidential and only students......candidates...could look at the results. And choose whether or not to let people know....like elections. Sheesh!

So I'd like to thank everyone including................................................................MDM SURYATI!


Mwahah! You rock out mam! Haha!




xoxo-A!*

drip drop

Now only heaven knows
How I really feel inside
I try my best not to let it show
But late at night, In my room
I think of you and start to cry

You know that I'm emotional
But still you break my heart
Let's make no mistakes

We both know that
You're the one responsible
For hurting me this way
Now my tears fall like rain

Drip drop
When will my tear drops stop
Falling for you? Don't know what to do
Tick tock
Steady as a clock, Drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you - Drip drop
When will my tear drops stop
Falling for you? Don't know what to do
Tick tock
Steady as a clock, Drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you




xoxo-A!*

last year '08.

Hey girls, hey guys! Hey PEOPLE!

So this is the last year in Gongshang and the last week with you guys in 6.4! Mixed feelings man...! Haha...so these people are the few I'd love to thank for making my time in 6.4 (5.4 baby!) super R.OC.K.I.N.G!! Thanks guys....and if I didn't put your name here and you KNOW that you rocked my world....just count it as if i DID put your name. Cheers!


-Mavis!*
-Vanessa!*
-Yue Ting!*
-Eugenia!
-Janine!
-Kelsey.......
-Amelia!
-Hajar!
-Liyana!
-Shafiqah! (did i spell it right?!)
-Jj!
-Michelle T!
-Jermaine!



Thanks you guys.......rock oooonn!



xoxo-A!*

downhill!

Oh man! Don't know what happen this two months. I think someone really hates me man. Wah...first i spoil my NDS Lite[which can miraculously workk now!!!!] by soaking it in water. THEN, I drop a PSP into freaking CHICKEN SOOOUUP! And now....wa...my life has been stolen. My IPOD CLASSIC IS GOOOONE! No, I didn't lose it. nope, I didn't SPOIL it.....guess what man? IT GOT STOLEN!


Wa liao. Really. and all those three things happened in two months, and all occurred on Sundays. Really man...sundays for me are baaaad. Wa liao, that's the price to pay for being distracted by such a cute guy la. Tsktsk. Katong Leisure Park really horrible. The people there so despo till they steal from me...really pathetic. I hope the person who stole will get knocked down by a car or...beaten up really badly. Not being mean larhs, he/she deserves it! Yay!


I wish I could meet the person. I gonna give that person a good punch on the right of his ugly face and then left and then right left right left until he blue black all over man. Then I'm gonna elbow him in the stomach and kick him. Mwahaha. So evil tsktsk. That's mi!


Siiigh....venting la.




xoxo-A!*

freaking out.

Great. My life is so over this time.

I know the past can't be rewritten but I wish I could get back to saturday and relive my life from there.



I'm so so so, very deeeeead.

I truly am man.

Gosh.


I prayed for nearly three whole days but the situation just got worse instead of the opposite.


Nice. Reeeeaaal nice.



There's already a solution all figured out....but what's the point?


Everyone that matters already knows right? How I'm gonna show my face...I just don't know.

And there's a huge hole in my pocket too.


I have no idea why this had to happen. My life really is super screwed right now. I feel like it's a joke....my life, I mean.



Honestly....it really does feel like it is. I wonder how much time is left before I turn total emo?


Just awesome. grrreeaaat.


I can't wait for year 2010....hopefully everything will have been settled by then. I can only hope.


I know people will probably bing this up time and time again. That's why I feel so hopeless.



Like I'm on the brink....the edge......about to fall off. but I'm still....thank god....sane. I gonna go crazy. And not like the JB, who's got going crazy over a GIRL. GOSH. What a dumb song. They are so overrated.




Anyway.....back to what I was saying.....I really am dead. I wish the world was coming to an end. That would be just fantastic. Gooooooosh.




There's a solution for this situation.
But it doesn't really matter
No, not anymore.
Because the word's gotten out...
Yeah that fact makes me wanna
Shout.
And I can't really think
Of anything else, except...
How how how how how
How am I going to show my face to this
World world world world world...
I live in?
No, I can't.
I'm just so
Over over over over over....
Over in my head.
And I'm
Sinking sinking sinking sinking sinking....
In and in....
In and in.
I have a really
Bad feeling.
About this
Yeah, I do
Cause
You you you you know...
Already so let's just cut the crap.
I wanna move on
Move on
Move on
mo-ove on...
But how am...
I going to do that?!
Oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man....
This feels like the end...
Byebye friends.
And I
I
I
I
I, need a fresh start
Need to calm my heart...
Dooooown.





OH MAN I AM SO FREAKING DEAD. THIS JUST SUCKS AND I'M AM SO NOT OVERREACTING. MAN. PLEASE.......I REALLY REALLY REALLY HOPE THE WORLD COMES TO AN END SOON!!! I REALLY NEED TO END ALL THIS AND MOVE ON OR SOMETHING! I NEED A REALLY CLEAN, NICE....FRESH START. I WONDER IF I HIDE AWAY FOR A WHILE...MAYBE EVERYTHING WILL BE SETTLED LIKE DUST FALLING ONTO THE FLOOR? I REALLY REALLY WISH EVERYONE WOULD FORGET WHAT HAPPENED OVER THE WEEKEND. THEY NEED A BRAINWASH. THEY REALLY DO FOR MY SAFETY'S SAKE.
I WANNA HIDE AWAY. BUT I CAN'T. THE FOLKS DON'T UNDERSTAND. I CAN RUN FOR SOME TIME BUT IN THE END, I KNOW IN MY MIND.......I CAN'T HIDE. I CAN'T HIDE, I CAN'T HIDE, I CAN'T HIDE.





WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN?




THAT'S ALL I NEED TO KNOW.


I'M FRANTIC AND FRIGHTENED....GOT NOWHERE TO GO.


MY HEAD'S ABOUT TO BURST....I'M REACHING MY BREAKING POINT....


SOMEONE JUST HELP ME OUT?




IN CONCLUSION...ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS JUST FOUR WORDS...........:




my life is over.

SENTOSA SATURDAY!

Hey people of HBC! Saturday is the totall celebration so get on down to Sentosa. The party will probably last till eight thirty......PM.


It'll start at about...one?


I forgot.



And I'm so dead.


Dropped a freaking.........into.....freaking......!!




Okay. Freaking out.
AND I'M DOING THIS IN SCHOOLLLL!!!!




YAAAAAAYY!!!







XOXO-A!*

PLEEAASE!

TKGS=232
Crescent Girls'=243
Cedar Girls=244
X***=245 [name of school confidential to self.] :D






Whhhhyyy?! Man. I am scared to death. Look at all those super high cutting off points! HOW? HOW AM I GONNA GET INTO A GOOD SCHOOL WITH......!!!



Man I need a self-esteem boost. Lol! XD



And I SO gotta have more faith. SO have to. I just have to trust and believe that a miracle will happen. Oh man.

I'm so dead. No, I can't say that!


[oh and Someone said that DSA is an easy way out. What about that eh??!]


Haha. Okay! Just venting! Byeeeeeeeee...............


PEOPLE! Tomorrow we're celebrating so drag yourselves down to.....where are we going again? Oh right...we haven't decided. Anyway!!


Girls from 6.4! Not ALL the girls but...you know who you girls are!! YUE TING'S HAVING A B-DAE PARTAY SO LET'S RUSH TO PIZZA HUT AT THE MALL ON THE......29th of OCTOBER!! THAT'S NEXT WEDNESDAY PEOPLE!! WOOH!





xoxo-A!*