freaking out.

Great. My life is so over this time.

I know the past can't be rewritten but I wish I could get back to saturday and relive my life from there.



I'm so so so, very deeeeead.

I truly am man.

Gosh.


I prayed for nearly three whole days but the situation just got worse instead of the opposite.


Nice. Reeeeaaal nice.



There's already a solution all figured out....but what's the point?


Everyone that matters already knows right? How I'm gonna show my face...I just don't know.

And there's a huge hole in my pocket too.


I have no idea why this had to happen. My life really is super screwed right now. I feel like it's a joke....my life, I mean.



Honestly....it really does feel like it is. I wonder how much time is left before I turn total emo?


Just awesome. grrreeaaat.


I can't wait for year 2010....hopefully everything will have been settled by then. I can only hope.


I know people will probably bing this up time and time again. That's why I feel so hopeless.



Like I'm on the brink....the edge......about to fall off. but I'm still....thank god....sane. I gonna go crazy. And not like the JB, who's got going crazy over a GIRL. GOSH. What a dumb song. They are so overrated.




Anyway.....back to what I was saying.....I really am dead. I wish the world was coming to an end. That would be just fantastic. Gooooooosh.




There's a solution for this situation.
But it doesn't really matter
No, not anymore.
Because the word's gotten out...
Yeah that fact makes me wanna
Shout.
And I can't really think
Of anything else, except...
How how how how how
How am I going to show my face to this
World world world world world...
I live in?
No, I can't.
I'm just so
Over over over over over....
Over in my head.
And I'm
Sinking sinking sinking sinking sinking....
In and in....
In and in.
I have a really
Bad feeling.
About this
Yeah, I do
Cause
You you you you know...
Already so let's just cut the crap.
I wanna move on
Move on
Move on
mo-ove on...
But how am...
I going to do that?!
Oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man....
This feels like the end...
Byebye friends.
And I
I
I
I
I, need a fresh start
Need to calm my heart...
Dooooown.





OH MAN I AM SO FREAKING DEAD. THIS JUST SUCKS AND I'M AM SO NOT OVERREACTING. MAN. PLEASE.......I REALLY REALLY REALLY HOPE THE WORLD COMES TO AN END SOON!!! I REALLY NEED TO END ALL THIS AND MOVE ON OR SOMETHING! I NEED A REALLY CLEAN, NICE....FRESH START. I WONDER IF I HIDE AWAY FOR A WHILE...MAYBE EVERYTHING WILL BE SETTLED LIKE DUST FALLING ONTO THE FLOOR? I REALLY REALLY WISH EVERYONE WOULD FORGET WHAT HAPPENED OVER THE WEEKEND. THEY NEED A BRAINWASH. THEY REALLY DO FOR MY SAFETY'S SAKE.
I WANNA HIDE AWAY. BUT I CAN'T. THE FOLKS DON'T UNDERSTAND. I CAN RUN FOR SOME TIME BUT IN THE END, I KNOW IN MY MIND.......I CAN'T HIDE. I CAN'T HIDE, I CAN'T HIDE, I CAN'T HIDE.





WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN?




THAT'S ALL I NEED TO KNOW.


I'M FRANTIC AND FRIGHTENED....GOT NOWHERE TO GO.


MY HEAD'S ABOUT TO BURST....I'M REACHING MY BREAKING POINT....


SOMEONE JUST HELP ME OUT?




IN CONCLUSION...ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS JUST FOUR WORDS...........:




my life is over.