just a few more days.

Just a few days before we collect our PSLE results. Also, it's a few days that we'll see our friends. Close ones, no. Distant ones, yes.

So it's just a few more days till p6 comes to an end!

And darn it...it's also just a few more days before results. Sheesh. I wish it was confidential and only students......candidates...could look at the results. And choose whether or not to let people know....like elections. Sheesh!

So I'd like to thank everyone including................................................................MDM SURYATI!


Mwahah! You rock out mam! Haha!




xoxo-A!*

drip drop

Now only heaven knows
How I really feel inside
I try my best not to let it show
But late at night, In my room
I think of you and start to cry

You know that I'm emotional
But still you break my heart
Let's make no mistakes

We both know that
You're the one responsible
For hurting me this way
Now my tears fall like rain

Drip drop
When will my tear drops stop
Falling for you? Don't know what to do
Tick tock
Steady as a clock, Drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you - Drip drop
When will my tear drops stop
Falling for you? Don't know what to do
Tick tock
Steady as a clock, Drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you




xoxo-A!*

last year '08.

Hey girls, hey guys! Hey PEOPLE!

So this is the last year in Gongshang and the last week with you guys in 6.4! Mixed feelings man...! Haha...so these people are the few I'd love to thank for making my time in 6.4 (5.4 baby!) super R.OC.K.I.N.G!! Thanks guys....and if I didn't put your name here and you KNOW that you rocked my world....just count it as if i DID put your name. Cheers!


-Mavis!*
-Vanessa!*
-Yue Ting!*
-Eugenia!
-Janine!
-Kelsey.......
-Amelia!
-Hajar!
-Liyana!
-Shafiqah! (did i spell it right?!)
-Jj!
-Michelle T!
-Jermaine!



Thanks you guys.......rock oooonn!



xoxo-A!*

downhill!

Oh man! Don't know what happen this two months. I think someone really hates me man. Wah...first i spoil my NDS Lite[which can miraculously workk now!!!!] by soaking it in water. THEN, I drop a PSP into freaking CHICKEN SOOOUUP! And now....wa...my life has been stolen. My IPOD CLASSIC IS GOOOONE! No, I didn't lose it. nope, I didn't SPOIL it.....guess what man? IT GOT STOLEN!


Wa liao. Really. and all those three things happened in two months, and all occurred on Sundays. Really man...sundays for me are baaaad. Wa liao, that's the price to pay for being distracted by such a cute guy la. Tsktsk. Katong Leisure Park really horrible. The people there so despo till they steal from me...really pathetic. I hope the person who stole will get knocked down by a car or...beaten up really badly. Not being mean larhs, he/she deserves it! Yay!


I wish I could meet the person. I gonna give that person a good punch on the right of his ugly face and then left and then right left right left until he blue black all over man. Then I'm gonna elbow him in the stomach and kick him. Mwahaha. So evil tsktsk. That's mi!


Siiigh....venting la.




xoxo-A!*

freaking out.

Great. My life is so over this time.

I know the past can't be rewritten but I wish I could get back to saturday and relive my life from there.



I'm so so so, very deeeeead.

I truly am man.

Gosh.


I prayed for nearly three whole days but the situation just got worse instead of the opposite.


Nice. Reeeeaaal nice.



There's already a solution all figured out....but what's the point?


Everyone that matters already knows right? How I'm gonna show my face...I just don't know.

And there's a huge hole in my pocket too.


I have no idea why this had to happen. My life really is super screwed right now. I feel like it's a joke....my life, I mean.



Honestly....it really does feel like it is. I wonder how much time is left before I turn total emo?


Just awesome. grrreeaaat.


I can't wait for year 2010....hopefully everything will have been settled by then. I can only hope.


I know people will probably bing this up time and time again. That's why I feel so hopeless.



Like I'm on the brink....the edge......about to fall off. but I'm still....thank god....sane. I gonna go crazy. And not like the JB, who's got going crazy over a GIRL. GOSH. What a dumb song. They are so overrated.




Anyway.....back to what I was saying.....I really am dead. I wish the world was coming to an end. That would be just fantastic. Gooooooosh.




There's a solution for this situation.
But it doesn't really matter
No, not anymore.
Because the word's gotten out...
Yeah that fact makes me wanna
Shout.
And I can't really think
Of anything else, except...
How how how how how
How am I going to show my face to this
World world world world world...
I live in?
No, I can't.
I'm just so
Over over over over over....
Over in my head.
And I'm
Sinking sinking sinking sinking sinking....
In and in....
In and in.
I have a really
Bad feeling.
About this
Yeah, I do
Cause
You you you you know...
Already so let's just cut the crap.
I wanna move on
Move on
Move on
mo-ove on...
But how am...
I going to do that?!
Oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man....
This feels like the end...
Byebye friends.
And I
I
I
I
I, need a fresh start
Need to calm my heart...
Dooooown.





OH MAN I AM SO FREAKING DEAD. THIS JUST SUCKS AND I'M AM SO NOT OVERREACTING. MAN. PLEASE.......I REALLY REALLY REALLY HOPE THE WORLD COMES TO AN END SOON!!! I REALLY NEED TO END ALL THIS AND MOVE ON OR SOMETHING! I NEED A REALLY CLEAN, NICE....FRESH START. I WONDER IF I HIDE AWAY FOR A WHILE...MAYBE EVERYTHING WILL BE SETTLED LIKE DUST FALLING ONTO THE FLOOR? I REALLY REALLY WISH EVERYONE WOULD FORGET WHAT HAPPENED OVER THE WEEKEND. THEY NEED A BRAINWASH. THEY REALLY DO FOR MY SAFETY'S SAKE.
I WANNA HIDE AWAY. BUT I CAN'T. THE FOLKS DON'T UNDERSTAND. I CAN RUN FOR SOME TIME BUT IN THE END, I KNOW IN MY MIND.......I CAN'T HIDE. I CAN'T HIDE, I CAN'T HIDE, I CAN'T HIDE.





WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN?




THAT'S ALL I NEED TO KNOW.


I'M FRANTIC AND FRIGHTENED....GOT NOWHERE TO GO.


MY HEAD'S ABOUT TO BURST....I'M REACHING MY BREAKING POINT....


SOMEONE JUST HELP ME OUT?




IN CONCLUSION...ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS JUST FOUR WORDS...........:




my life is over.

SENTOSA SATURDAY!

Hey people of HBC! Saturday is the totall celebration so get on down to Sentosa. The party will probably last till eight thirty......PM.


It'll start at about...one?


I forgot.



And I'm so dead.


Dropped a freaking.........into.....freaking......!!




Okay. Freaking out.
AND I'M DOING THIS IN SCHOOLLLL!!!!




YAAAAAAYY!!!







XOXO-A!*

PLEEAASE!

TKGS=232
Crescent Girls'=243
Cedar Girls=244
X***=245 [name of school confidential to self.] :D






Whhhhyyy?! Man. I am scared to death. Look at all those super high cutting off points! HOW? HOW AM I GONNA GET INTO A GOOD SCHOOL WITH......!!!



Man I need a self-esteem boost. Lol! XD



And I SO gotta have more faith. SO have to. I just have to trust and believe that a miracle will happen. Oh man.

I'm so dead. No, I can't say that!


[oh and Someone said that DSA is an easy way out. What about that eh??!]


Haha. Okay! Just venting! Byeeeeeeeee...............


PEOPLE! Tomorrow we're celebrating so drag yourselves down to.....where are we going again? Oh right...we haven't decided. Anyway!!


Girls from 6.4! Not ALL the girls but...you know who you girls are!! YUE TING'S HAVING A B-DAE PARTAY SO LET'S RUSH TO PIZZA HUT AT THE MALL ON THE......29th of OCTOBER!! THAT'S NEXT WEDNESDAY PEOPLE!! WOOH!





xoxo-A!*

RECORDED!

Oh! Someone said Something today! Officially. Today's the 21st of October. At around 11 am, Someone said, if I didn't do AS WELL AS that Someone expected[for PSLE.], I would NOT get...scolded! So far, so good.
AND, also! If I did worse than mentioned above, if I did BADLY, I wouldn't get scolded EITHER! Oh yes!
So I need some proof...so yeah...that's why I posted this.

Adding on! That said Someone also explained that PSLE didn't matter! Oh! THAT'S big. Yet I was made to study my butt off for a YEAR by that Someone! For my PSLE!

[oh i just realised this is retarded...never mind, going on.]

So I just hope that Someone will follow through and not scold me on 20th of Nov, where I shall, very probably....die.

Not being negative or EMO or...pessimistic....or....having no faith...but I honestly think I'm gonna die. Because, obviously...I also don't think I did well. And I feel this way...because..I'll admit it....I didn't do exactly my BEST. Oh man so so so so so so deeead!

Thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Perfect

My perfect guy is.....




FUNNY*

SWEET

THOUGHTFUL



and has...




AN AWESOME SMILE*

BROWN EYES

AWESOME HAIR





AND I FOUND THAT GUY! :D



yeess. i am really bored. haha. so i came up with this haha. and yeeah! i know someone this cute!



CUTE GUYS ARE BETTER THAN HOT ONES!** XD



so bo liao!----------------------------->>>tsktsk.

Anxious? Nervous? Scared.

I'm going to get my PSLE results back on the 20th of November. The day of reckoning! And most probably the day I die.

I'm not very confident about the results. Not at all, honestly. I can safely say that I did maybe higher than average for my English and Science but Maths? Chinese? Oh...I must have SO bombed those two subs! I'm so so very dead. Will I even get more than 200? And my parent's expectations aren't what you would call 'low' or even 'average'. I mean, 240?! Come ON. I'm dead!

Maybe a miracle will happen though. Maybe I would score more than 220. Who knows? Even more than 235. But, you know...sort of unlikely don't you think? Pressure pressure pressure!!

Hopefully my parents won't overreact. Dad?? Mom?? Got that? DON'T GO NUTS.


Too bad they refuse to prepare themselves mentally for the let down. They think I'm gonna do well. Man, if only I could rewind time.

Too bad...

Craaazzyy.

The school bazaar? Not a good idea....at all. I mean....it's even more stressful than the preparations for PSLE! What with the proposals, summaries, presentations...stock taking....gosh. i need a break!

Thankfully, or maybe not thankfully(I don't know!),I apparently can't show on the actual day of the bazaar! Ha! Thank god! Because I have to go to Hong Kong! Yeess! I don't know what the others will say...and I'm not too sure it'll be very positive. The DM is gonna kill me too. I mean, I'm the CEO...and I don't even appear on the actual day?! Yeah...it's going to be hell. Thank you very much, dad, mom! You just HAD to book tickets there! HAD to. Haha. Oh man. I'm so dead.

Confused...

Oh man. Seriously muddle-headed. Did ERR-HUM say what the other err-hum said he said? Huh? Eh? Gosh. I'm so confused. And is R right about her hypothesis about err-hum's feelings? Man. Why is life so confusing huh?


I wouldn't know. And my phone is spoilt again!!!


Gosh. So confused.....

I Will Be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

Bridge:
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

Bridge:
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Ending bridge:
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay.

Don't Forget

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
(Did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
(Did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left
To forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it at all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don´t forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

BBN[Bazaar Better News]

Oh yeeah! Exams are waay over and the bazaar stuff is looking GOOOD! Haha better at least. We got our proposals down, my CEO summary down(yess! i AM the CEO. not that i wanna be but...still....never mindd!), everything's looking AWESOME! Except you know, the fact that SOME people can't stay in just their own group! At least two of them have the guts to help out and say sorry! Anyway...we got a totally werd name. R.B. oh yeeeah...!!








xoxo-A.

BAZAAR!

The P6 Bazzar 2008 is on the way! YAY! Sadly...due to backstabbing spies who I will call 'M' and 'A', our group of MC,VA, TYT and I can't join. I would just like to say THANKS GUYS YOU REALLY HELPED!. They have, of course, joined The Fakes whose members shall remain unmamed. Anyone can tell by their name that they are complete FAKES who think of nothing else except LET'S STEAL PEOPLE'S FRIENDS! and LET'S CHASE BOYS AROUND SCHOOL! and LET'S FLIRT ALL THE WAY THROUGH HEALTH!.
Thank goodness there are only about ten or eleven of those freaky subnormal people. No not SUBnormal. ABnormal. Gosh. They probably classify FLIRTING WITH BOYS IN SCHOOL as one of their...no their ONLY hobby. Gosh. What total freaks. And teacher's pets. Come ON you fakes! Do you really have to be so shallow as to act all innocent around teachers while really you guys are rude, snobbish and NOTHING LIKE YOU ACT LIKE?! I hope you guys get your retribution some day. And I hope I'll have the privilege of being there and watching as you guys sink.
But for now....we won't do anything. We're better than that and we're not gonna stoop down to your level. Just watch out you FREAKING FAKES.